Here's the thing: I am not afraid to start over. It would be consistent with my characer if I were, but I'm not. We are basically back to square one, wiht ver little relevant job experience. We are both planning to go through training programs, programs. I'm going into an undergraduate-level program, which puts me about fifteen years behind schedule. But I'm not afraid. We don't have a car or an apartment or any furniture to speak of, and we are desperately in need of new clothes. But I'm not afraid. We/I have started over before and we'll do it again, and it will take a lot of hard work and parts of it may suck, but in the end it will all come together. And this time it will stick.
That's the thing.